Friday, October 27, 2006

...So I'm Up At Dawn...

It's painful knowing that right now I should be in her arms, if it wasn't for her parents... But, at least there's comfort knowing that tomorrow I will be, tomorrow we'll be together no matter what.

It's going to be hard to have fun tonight, with this thought in my mind, knowing that she's with Josh and not me, knowing that she should be with me and not Josh. But I know it will be me on her mind, just as she'll be on mine, and I will have a night with Dave and Jodi to keep me occupied, to keep my spirits up, to keep me sane.

Jill, I promise, tomorrow... Everything will be better. We'll be together again, just like we should be, and there will be nothing to get in our way anymore. It will be as perfect as it always has been.

I love you.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

well then no gothic vampire sex for you

Anonymous said...

hang in there chrissums!

PS-this is claire

PSS- so how did that poetry reading thingamajig go? the raven? lucky duck

PSSS-i'm talking to lauren (you know, your fifth or sixth favourite person in the world..who you met last wednesday at 5pmish at the school) on msn....we know we're cool..hanging out on msn on a friday night....hahahaha