...O Castitatis Lilium...

So, evidently I was fairly angry last night. Okay, that doesn't do it justice, but nevertheless, the implication is that I am no longer angry... Because I'm not. I thought after my little conversation with Josh that Jill would be angry at me, very angry... And then she wasn't. I don't know, I just woke up, and read what I wrote, and thought "Man, it's all going to be okay... Just calm down dude! Of course you can rely on you... Everyone fucks up sometimes."

I guess it's all just a matter of perspective, something that I didn't really have last night, something that I do have now. I just felt like my world was ending, like I was being trapped in this corner, and I just started lashing out at the only person I've ever been willing to hurt... Myself.

The fact is, I love her, and she loves me, and it's as simple as that...

"Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's a simple as that
Baby, our love is true."

God, she's happy right now, and it makes me so happy to hear her like that... I couldn't even help but be happy, no matter how angry I was before.

Alright, I love love her, she loves me, I'm with her, she's with me, and we'll be together despite everything. Period.