It Takes More Than This To Make Sense Of The Day...

It's weird... I was just in this hyper, crazy high, both emotionally and physically, and it was awesome, I felt back to my old self again. And then... bam, I just crashed, not physically (because I'm posting a blog at 3 in the morning), but emotionally... I just took a complete fucking nose dive. I don't even really know what triggered it... I mean, I kind of do, but not really. I'm still just... depressed. And, as someone said today (about themselves, but it applies) lonely, and empty. I do feel empty... And it's great when I'm out with friends, distracted, and even at school, most of the time, I'm okay around people... but at home, it always comes back. And it's probably been like two weeks now... it's starting to get bad. I don't like this much at all. Someone told me today that I had seemed "off" lately, which as weird because I thought I was hiding it well, other than here, and then Amber agreed that I was a little off, and hell, I agree too. I gotta snap out of this. Can't think straight at 3 in the fucking morning though. Gotta get to bed...