We just got out of the National Cathedral... Do you know the difference between a Cathedral and a Church? I do. It's strange though... It was amazingly beautiful (God I wish you could've been there darling... I know you love them as much as I do... One day we're going to tour all the great Cathedrals we can find... And have sex in every one of them. He he he he he... Seriously though, the Cathedral thing, let's do it.) But anyway, it was so beautiful, but I came away with no greater appreciation of religion, no greater love for the workings of "God"... Only a greater love for the workings of man. I love the human race.

I felt really lonely today... I kind of felt like the third wheel, so I tried to dance and be happy, and it worked, but then it didn't, and I felt so lonely. I miss her so much... Last night was the worst... Dave phoned Jodi, Brianne phoned Mark, Luke phoned Krista... And I wanted to phone you so much baby, but I don't have the money, I don't even really have the money for this... (I did some shopping last night, you may be indirectly involved in that darling...) And I felt so incredibly lonely, I missed you so much, and I wasn't the same for the rest of the night, I was just so detatched, lost in thoughts of you... *Sigh* Only a few more days , I'll hear your voice, I'll kiss your lips, and hold you in my arms, I'll be okay... Until then I drift, a mind forever voyaging, coming up for air and sinking under again. I miss you sweetheart, and I'm thinking of you alllll the time... You never really leave my mind. Don't forget about me while I'm gone, okay? I know that sounds stupid... But I just... Ah, I don't see why I should be on anyone else's mind, I don't see why you should be thinking of me when there are better things for you... So please don't, okay?

I love you.