...Doesn't Mean I'm Going Backwards...

I've lost the urge to blog... I hope this is only a temporary thing, because I enjoy it so much... I hope this isn't my natural apathy taking root once more.

It's a shame, because plenty is happening in my life, and I want to share it with you guys... Because it helps.

Me and Jill are doing so well... and then we aren't, and then we are. It's... confusing, but no one ever said this would be easy. Oh God, that reminds me of that song... But then, oddly enough, that song reminds me of that night, at the Halloween party. Remember it baby? I actually might be able to listen to it now.

But, anyway, I'm counting down the days until I see her again... There are too many, but there always are, aren't there? Things may be uncertain now, I may get worried, and she may get scared, and we may not know the future... But the fact is, everything's better when we're together. Everything else just... Melts away. As long as I can hold on until then, nothing else will really matter, because to be in her arms once more is worth every single heartache I have to endure until then.

I love you darling.