...Time Of Your Life...

Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.

So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.
It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.

Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

This song… I listened to it last night, when I was with Brianne and Hunter and Destinee, and it’s always made me cry, every time… But this time, it did not. Because… Because I felt far too empty to cry.

I don’t feel too empty to cry right now.

Do you know the last time I heard this song Jill? It was the party… I remember it, and we danced, and you wanted to hold me so that I didn’t cry, but I did, just a bit, and yet it was more out of happiness than sadness, so it was okay.

And now, I can’t even… I just don’t know what to do. I miss being with her, just feeling that I was, so much. There was a lot of pain, a lot of it, but…

For what it’s worth, it was worth all the while.

I learned so much from this, things that gave me great joy, things that I never wanted to know, things about people, about emotion, about myself… Things that I will keep with me forever.

I was optimistic in the end, right up until I asked her that question, I still had faith that she’d pick me. It was something unpredictable… And I’m not sure if, in the end, it was right.

But I hope you had the time of your life.