But I Have Been Happy The Past Couple Days...

I've been... pretty damn happy for the past couple days. The past week, even. It's all pretty much the doing of one person too, and that's pretty remarkable in itself. Like, I seriously can't imagine a cooler girl... how does she manage to have so much in common with me? We decided we were twins before, and I'm sort of glad that's not true now...

Things are so uncertain too. I'm so self-doubting... I always assume she'll come to her senses at some point. It hasn't happened yet though... Of course, we're on a bit of a constricted time-frame here... She leaves for University soon. Two weeks? Something like that. What happens after that? I don't know, and that is so worrying. It's really up to her... and that worries me even more, because, in the end, I will let her make the decision, for better or for worse. Placing my trust in someone else is so scary, but... I can't think of a better person to give it to. Being young is so awesome...

So, there you go. An update on my life, as rare as that is. There's this girl, and she's the girl of my dreams. I don't know what's going to happen, but I am throwing myself headfirst (heartfirst, rather), not looking before I leap, and damning the consequences.

As a very wise man once said, "If this isn't nice, I don't know what is."