Voices of a Distant Star...

This shall be my last transmission for a while. I am grounded for two weeks, apparently... The details shall be given later. No computer, no going out, nothing.

Essentially, I am on the razor's edge of being kicked out, and even fucking closer to just walking out and seeing who will take me in. My Mom threatened to phone the cops on me tonight, and instead settled for calling my Dad and telling him she wanted me out of her house.

My sister proceeded to taunt me, and also lost my copy of Office Space, so I very nearly hit her about 5 minutes ago.

Now, I feel utterly alone, alone and cut off from the world...

I used to have a girlfriend to call, but then life fucked that up. Now all I have to do is sit, and wait.

I'm not sure what to do with this shaking rage though.

I will be going out tomorrow... Mom and I made an agreement, and she's going to fucking follow through on it. I don't care if she kicks me out for it... She made an agreement.

I get the feeling that everyone is going to drift away from me now... You know how you get that feeling? I have that feeling.

I'm certainly not the first kid to get grounded... I know it seems like I'm overreacting... But the thing is, I don't allow groundings, unless I think they're justified... And I don't think I did anything wrong. But, if I don't obey... I'm out. And I can't afford an apartment (oh, if I could...).

I had planned to write a real entry tonight too. Damn.I have to go... If I get caught on here, I am shanked.

And I already feel lonely...

Adios, amigos.