Nothing is alright for me. Everyone hates me, I know it... it's my fault. Jodi definitely hates me, and Carrie does, and Molly... Lianne... All the people. All of them. This is horrible... I don't even know what to do. I just want to die. Kevin doesn't though. I know that at least... he gave me a talk in the car. He left, and I just started crying...I don't know what to do! I'm sorry, everyone, I'm so sorry... but the people most important to me in the world, I don't even know how to make things right...

None of this makes sense. Nothing makes sense anymore. I need help...